gem
at 08:02, 10 Dec 2005
Posts: 3
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scene 54
All this time I thought been in peace is what all my hopes needs to flourish from and I surrender my self to it. Is it possible to have hopes and have peace at the same time? Is it possible to be truly your self and be in peace with your self and others?
Then I realize only way I could find my peace was depends on how far I was away from my hopes.
Peace and hope this words never meant much to me until now. It describes me, my self and "my point of view depending where I stand on earth" I am the moon and the sun and I choseto be the number 1 for all.
Having my peace is a transition to change my self for others . Re-paving the roads at the core of my soul just that others would feel better for them so I would too. Realization of all my fears and trying to escape from them to feel belong.
And then I have my hopes, they are for me alone. Where my spirit has it’s shape effortlessly. Manifestation of my existent to humanity in it’s purest form. Where I’m closest to my soul and others with love. Where after all I feel true happiness, where I could love someone else with all my heart.
It is where I find my peace where I lose my hopes and it is where I have my hopes where I lose my peace.
Tonight all I have is my hopes and I feel like crying. Tears seeping true my soul to free me and I feel happy.
Wind is blowing through the tall grass I could hear them moving. Waves are crashing the shore, sand is shifting in harmony. Clouds are passing by, covering the moon racing each other and I’m ME again.... I could feel without touching welcoming myself to a long lost friend.
WELCOME my friend breathe the free air again, have no fear you can only love, never doubt your heart and do lose your peace to find your hopes till kingdom comes. YES you only belong to your hopes.
no replies necessary, thank you,thank you,thank you
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